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ePISODE 8 - SPOOKY DARK THINGS HALLOWEEN SPECIAL  - TRANSCRIPT

(Special Hallowe'en intro music--wolf howls overtop a grungy beat, a creaking door opens and a witch cackles)

Happy Hallowe’en everyone! I am going to tell you a couple of spooooky stories.

First I want to do a little bit of correcting on the last episode.
Even in the short time that I have started this podcast, and sometimes episode to episode, I learn something new and feel I want to go back and tweak and revise. I think over time we will get there.

In the Theory of (almost) Everything episode, I said that the electron (I believe in the One Electron Theory by John Wheeler) that the tightening the space between iterations of itself was gravity. I think the electron tightening that space is one part of what creates density. It is the force that prevents long strings of information stretching out too far. It ‘gathers’ the information like pleating fabric and as it releases that tension – gets exhausted – it creates photons/electricity/radiation.

Our first story is all about The Dark Matter Jabberwocky.
T’was brillig and – quite recently really, there was a mad scientist…well I don’t know if she was mad – but she was a woman in STEM so let’s just say she probably WAS a little annoyed scientist. (bwahahaa) Her name was Vera Rubin and she was studying the rotation of galaxies and discovered that none of their rotations matched the physics and mass of the galaxies she was observing.  The stars at the edge of the galaxy were moving so fast relative to the center of rotation and mass that they should have been flung out and escaped the gravity and hold of the galaxy and be flung out with centrifugal force. They were staying bound into spirals despite moving so fast they should have escaped! Something was holding them bound! Something with quite a lot of density but invisible.
It had gravitational effects – so it had a ‘thingness’ to it. An Is-ness. As the physicist Lisa Randall described it so beautifully – ‘Matter is defined by gravitational interactions’. So what that means is that everything to even just be defined as being – it has to be relational. But this strange matter. It was powerful  - I mean there was just so much of it! It was 6 times the size of all the visible matter. It was an Invisible Giant Ghost! The thing is it had no charge like other things we could see…and so that you aren’t too scared…it was weak. Like really weak. Couldn’t do that much at all really.  What were these Ghostly Invisible Giant particles? (dun dun dunh music) Theories abounded!

I will put some links on my website at ihaveatheorypodcast.com for you to dig deeper into some of the theories that are out there – but one of the things that they found is that at the center of our galaxy – at the center of probably most galaxies – is a massive Quasar-type black hole that generates excesses of gamma rays that could be made possibly by dark matter. I think having an abundance of dark matter at the massive black hole makes sense in combination with my own idea about what dark matter is.

As I mentioned in my Theory of (almost) Everything Episode and the Electrons & Holograms episode, A Proton is one half of the nucleon (the other half being the Neutron).  I believe the tightly sealed Proton is the original ‘message’ packet – the message made up of of what they call Quarks. It’s basically a message that becomes sealed and stable – a string of information that suddenly makes sense and creates an ‘edge’ or a boundary. This bound – this bond, this seal, is extremely tight. It is the what they call the strong nuclear force.

It is like a first ‘sense’ of self at a particle level. It creates its edges and defines itself. And once it has something that makes sense that has stable enough form so that it can mirror itself – it ‘self-reflects. Think God made man & woman in his own image; Think Eve from the side of Adam in a ‘dream’, Think of our own capacity to self-reflect. Think of the symmetries we see in nature, and how everything has it’s particle and anti-particle too. This is what we see actually happens in physics – though I don’t see the data described and interpreted as I do.

So, the movement of the act of self-reflection and mirroring creates the spin of the nucleon – a feedback loop which allows for growth—and now this is VERY attractive to the electron. It has a much greater mass than the electron and the curve of space time causes the electron to flow towards it. And it’s spin  repels the electron (I think they have read the data opposite to what it is actually and I think the biggest problem has been the usage of the word ‘charge’ to explain things. It has confused the visualization of what is going on.) Currently, it is commonly thought in physics that the air quotes ‘negatively charged’ electron is attracted to the air quotes ‘positively charged’ proton in the ‘opposites attract’ idea---and the neutron doesn’t really count for anything much it’s just there for some reason.

But I think the mass and very stable sentence with potential for growth is the attractor to the electron.
And though the neutron is neutral like Switzerland, like Switzerland it’s also good for stashing treasure. It is able to be our mirror, our growth, our memory, time, and grace itself. It even managed to increase a smidge in size from the proton. Think of the leaven of heaven. It is for our uplifting. For our growth and we are given time.

So…what happens to all those quark strings that never made any sense? They have mass because they are information – even if it is gibberish it still is quantifiable information – but they have no spin because they never self-reflected or mirrored so they remain as 1 dimensional information and because they don’t have any growth potential, did not attract the electron. They just aren’t worth the electron’s time – besides – time kind of depends on the stuff with potential for growth that have the neutron created with self-reflection.

Dark Matter is the remnant of Quantum bit/quark information that didn’t join up, didn’t create a stable pattern, didn’t sync or connect with anything, and didn’t self-reflect. This scary story with this scary invisible monster is like creation’s space junk only it’s quarks. Maybe they’ll become something one day – maybe they once were something and will be again…Creation went through a lot of iterations before it found forms that were not just stable, but beautiful and useful.

We perceive it only from the effects it has holding the galaxy together. I believe all that 1 dimensional gibberish is drawn towards the flow of the galaxy because it has no volition of it’s own and just is part of the background flow. Until it is gathered and connected in a way that it makes sense, self-reflects and is given light it is there to provide an embrace. I do not think it a monster  - even though it is something not ‘approved’ of by the electron, and the electron can’t be bothered to show up for it - it still shows up for the dance and helps keep it all together.
Or does it? (bwahahaha.)
That’s my theory at any rate.

(sound clip from Scooby-Doo of Shaggy saying "This place looks creepy, all we need is a Shadow" Scooby replies "Ruh-roh")

Now this second story is all about the very scary Dark Energy.  Dark Energy is 70% of the energy in the Universe and they don’t know what it is!
The Death of the Universe – or the Death of You.
Once upon a SpaceTime all the Universe was whole. And no one – not even the Natural Philosophers that were curious about creation thought anything would ever change that. It was canon. Which is kind of ironic in a word nerdy way because it wasn’t long relatively speaking that they heard a big bang – well – they didn’t quite hear it – but they saw all it’s electroplasmic energy that was there when they looked behind them in a region of spacetime a few hundred thousand years after what they thought of as that point. That singularity that started it all. One dark and terrible night the Hubble Telescope looked deep into the blackness and saw that not only was the Universe expanding but it was going faster and faster into the deep dark blackness of space. It was supposed to slow down. It was supposed to have a cosmological constant. All these physicists and astronomers math and theories depended on it! It was terrifying times. Einstein gave up his theory of gravity. Because it depended on the cosmological constant and the Hubble revealed that we were all going to die a cold lonely death! This bump in the night freaked them out because they couldn’t find anything to account for it. It was the Ghost of Dark Energy. (Ghost Booooooooo)  But have no fear my friends, I don’t think this ghost is real. The universe is not doomed. I have a theory…but someone will have to die...continue on if you dare.   (Bwahahaha)
I think 99.9999% of physicists accepted unquestioningly the interpretation of the data that the expansion of the Universe is accelerating.  Einstein’s original theory of Gravity which he abandoned because of Hubble included a cosmological constant because it was assumed that the universe would hold together over time through the depletion of the force of gravity over distance which would also slow the expansion. The Hubble Telescope found that the galaxies earlier in Spacetime were expanding more slowly than today.  And the physicists looked at the data and thought that meant it was accelerating. Which is a very unfortunate. Because I don’t think the Universe is expanding – not like that anyway. Sadly, Einstein was swayed by this too and abandoned his theory of Gravity because of it. Who knows what else we all might have learned had he not.
So now, I’m going to go back to my own theory about the nature of the Universe as a giant Electromagnetic Flow. Please listen to my Theory of Everything episode or go my website at ihaveatheorypodcast.com for more details about my theory.
Basically, the electrons in a dipole magnet energy flow start at one end and flows to the tip of the other pole and then returns in a loop along both sides of the magnetic flow.  Now when the scientists look close to that part of spacetime we seem to be traveling away from, they see that everything is denser and hotter. They say this is because we are looking at less ‘spacetime’. I always thought physicists had a hard time getting a handle on smaller packets of spacetime and rolling it backwards. But I think it’s primarily of how we measure things. These smaller packets of Spacetime are assumptions that we came from a smaller volume with all the same energy and information that we have today. Maybe that is true. Maybe it isn’t. I don’t think it is true but it is a legacy illusion of how we perceive. I think it is all whole and eternal and constantly changing.  
There is only a fluid mutable and relative eternal isness. I can’t even say there is a Now or a present moment  - so how can I say there is a past or future. There just is the changing eternal.  So when we look at the spacetime with think of it as behind us in time and space because light takes ‘time’ to travel to us from that area we are looking at – we think we are looking at the past.
 
Even though we see the Cosmic Background Radiation absolutely everywhere, even though we can access all the wavelengths of light simultaneously and instantaneously regardless of our distance from the source like microwaves, x-rays, gamma rays, radio waves, etc. These wavelengths are even carried within ourselves within the structure of our atoms that make up the coat of many colors we wear. And even though Einstein showed that time was relative. And Quantum Mechanics has shown that time is not linear and cause and effect can happen in either direction. The problem is conquering the pernicious illusion of where we are in terms of our ability to perceive the true reality of the SpaceTime Wholistic Universe Dipole Flow. I think we are looking at less cogent iterations of our self that has been stored in the universal memory It seems layered but it’s whole – flat even. – just like memories of the past exist in our mind in the present – we don’t require the past to actually exist for it to be stored in our consciousness. 

We are constantly separating ourselves out from the whole. Humans love to measure and divide things up.  Scientists especially. Man seems to especially like to shoot things, smash stuff, and burn stuff…they love to use rulers and be rulers, and create hierarchies of powers. They love to box and bound and they think this helps them understand. But just like we can look at our bodies in two ways – One  - as solid organic matter of flesh and blood etc. and Two as mostly space and volume borne of the dancing of the electron around the information we have gathered and define as our edges.
It is better to think of it all as an eternal changing whole. Amorphic in a spacetime kind of way. It’s very much like a projection of a hologram whole the code of which keeps getting edited and rewritten, each time trying to make it a better version and sometimes going back to fix earlier recordings.  What we are seeing is the memory of iterations of the whole, which is always whole. The end is the beginning and it is all just always beginning and ending and there is no beginning and end.

Already in quantum mechanics they know that there is no cause and effect in a linear fashion. And that the future can affect the past as much as the reverse. We’ve known a while that SpaceTime is Relative to where you are standing. Space is also relative to what you choose to measure. What boundaries you are drawing and why. The conclusions of looking behind us, seeing density and tremendous energy is the same as looking at only one end of magnetic pole. At the other end there is also tremendous energy and density, but in the case of the Universe - it is different, transformed energy. The density of mass becomes refined and the complexity of life, language, understanding, consciousness, thought has it’s own density greater than planets. When that consciousness achieves a certain density – has the courage and understanding and faith to do so – when they are called--they return through the process discussed in many religions as the annihilation of the self. Death, Nothingness. The consciousness is saved as pure information into storage and/or dissemination and redistribution of the information upon resurrection  and reincarnation.

Either way, this processed and refined knowledge density has it’s own power and purpose and provides the ‘cosmological constant’ to the universe when it returns to the flow. It is the ‘stitch in time’ that prevents the universe from ripping apart. It is probably happening all over the universe all the time. It has been called a ‘fifth element’ called Quintessence by some. I find it funny that I might be like the movie The Fifth Element – that Quintessence. They got the red hair kind of right!
So, at the part of space that you might call the ‘end’ at the point in SpaceTime where this death and return happens can and does exist at all points along the flow (black holes are a remnant example of another type of return) but mostly with consciousness it’s going to happen later on that SpaceTime memory log, because it this expansion of time that allows for our development of complexity and density.

Just as the electron moves back and forth in SpaceTime. We also move with it. Traveling back to source through the annihilation of the self – the mass – and converting it to energy – returning the energy.
So, as we see, there are no tricks in the universe except the tricks our eyes and edges and the way we measure things can play on us – all that mysterious ‘dark’ matter is just q-bits of information space junk that doesn’t make sense or attract the attention of the electron to be made manifest or generate or hold energy– they just go to the edges and accumulate– but even things that don’t work have their purpose. They provide a tension, an edge, a container box for the galaxy and us flowers to grow in. enabling the things that do make sense to gather, generate and store energy and grow. 
And the Dark Energy isn’t dark at all! It’s full of light and love! It is just scientists are understandably reluctant to include things they can’t seem to measure, or don’t value the concentrated knowledge and information densities they themselves possess or the teachings that show us the way to return. I have promised to go into a bit more detail about my own experience of death and resurrection and the journey of how to get there and I will definitely do that over the next couple of episodes.

(Sound clip from Scooby-Doo of Velma saying "Well that solves that mystery!")

Thank you for listening.

(please note that the transcript is not a vebatim record of the podcast).


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  • Episode Guides
  • Transcripts
    • Episode 11: Peak Intensity! Transcript
    • Episode 10: Climbing Proverbial Mountains Part 2 - From Base Camp to the Leap of Faith
    • Episode 8 - Spooky Dark Things Halloween Special Transcript
    • Episode 7 - Theory of Everything
    • Episode 6 Maxwell's Demon and Data Wars Transcript
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